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So I thought about this ...
In the hustle and bustle of everyday life, I love the quiet absorption of being in a darkened theater and the vicarious release of watching a movie or a play. I know I am not the only one.
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I watched the couple from the car. I couldn't tell if they were having a good time or falling apart.
That's what the forest is... a pattern. Like this world is a pattern, only we see it this way... I want to go there... I can feel the patterns of the universe.
Like anyone would beUninvited, by Alanis Morissette
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
We have all the time in the worldWe Have All the Time in the World, by Iggy Pop
Time enough for life
To unfold all the precious things
Love has in store
We have all the love in the world
If that's all we have you will find
We need nothing more
Every step of the way
Will find us
With the cares of the world
Far behind us
We have all the time in the world
Just for love
Nothing more, nothing less
Only love
Every step of the way
Will find us
With the cares of the world
Far behind us, yes
We have all the time in the world
Just for love
Nothing more, nothing less
Only love
Only love
Maybe this is foreverSafe and Sound, by Sheryl Crow
Forever fades away
Like a rocket ascending into space
Could you not be sad
Could you not break down
After all I won't let go
Until you're safe and sound
Until you're safe and sound
There's beauty in release
There's no one left to please
But you and me
I don't blame you for quitting
I know you really try
If only you could hang on through the night
I don't want to be lonely
I don't want to be scared
All our friends are waiting there
Feel like I could've held on
Feel like I could've let go
Feel like I could've helped you
Feel like I could've changed you
Feel like I could've held you
Feel like I could've hurt you
Feel like I was a stranger
Feel like I was an angel
Feel like I was a hero
Feel like I was a zero
Feel like I could have changed you
Feel like I could have healed you
Feel like I could have saved you
Feel like I should've heard you
Feel like I could have moved you
Feel like I could have changed you
Feel like I could have healed you
Feel like I should've told you
Feel like I could have loved you
Feel like I could have loved you
Feel like I could have loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I really loved you
Feel like I could've saved you
Feel like I could've saved you
Feel like I could've saved you
Sister Rust, where are you now?Sister Rust, Damon Albarn
I met you over rocky mountain.
Feeling blue, waiting for a last frame to walk through, all together.
But when you closed your eyes, it was then I realized.
You were so far away.
There was nothing I could do, to stop you feeling blue.
Anyway.
Sister Rust, I need you now.
Cause I've got a feeling.
It's you and me again, waiting for the credits to end.
Now and forever.
With something in our hearts, that if we were to stop, would pull us away.
There's nothing we can do, to stop feeling this blue.
Anyway.
I see youI See You, by Leona Lewis
I see you
Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanting
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love
You teach me how to see
All that's beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you
When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more
Evermore
(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you
I will watch you in the darknessAll Love Can Be, by Charlotte Church
Show your love, will see you through
When the bad dreams wake you crying
I'll show you all love can do
All love can do
I will watch through the night
Hold you in my arms
Give you dreams where no one will be
I will watch through the dark
Till the morning comes
For the light will take you
Through the night to see our light
Showing us all love can be
I will guard you with my bright wings
Stay till your heart learns to see
All love can be
what I liked was the sophistication of her character ;)Yep, exactly. Blake had to play a complicated character who had something quite extraordinary happen to her and who then had to navigate a very ordinary world. I don't imagine it was an easy role to play, but to your point she did so beautifully :)
When teenage Justin’s sexual explorations are sabotaged by Emily – an old flame and the ghost who haunts him–he must reconsider his previous promise of joining her in the afterlife.This gem has so much going for it. The young man isn't exactly grieving for the loss of a girlfriend, at least not in the way film or media commonly portray grief. But he is, and in an artistic vein we see how he can best work through grief.
Skewed perceptions cause a mundane event at the local playground to escalate into a comedy of errors where two mothers' loving kindness gives way to the ugly side of human nature.This is such a terrific short film. The soundtrack is sinister from the get-go, so we sense that we're in for a dark ride. Two very different Moms simply want their children to play nice, and in fact the children do play nice. But in a deft piece of film making, the Moms conspire to expose that ugly side of human nature.
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On a more serious note, I loved your explanation of this movie. I saw your non-spoiler video months ago and kept meaning to watch the movie... finally watched it and was feeling confused and knew I should've re-watched your video beforehand to refresh. This is not the type of movie you just watch on a whim and get up and move on, you sit and think about it for a long time and decipher the meaning, which I love. A few minutes into THIS video, I understood the movie more and was proud of myself for finally understanding one of these mindfuck movies on the first watch. I just watched Donnie Darko yesterday, read something that explained it better which helped a lot but I was still was a little confused and need to give it a second watch to fully get it.
This movie is a must watch for more intellectual moviegoers as it could end up being a great frame of reference for this phenomenon of fear of commitment and infidelity. His fear of commitment stems from the problems and unhappiness in his marriage. Instead of facing those issues and working on them as a team, he feels trapped, threatened and controlled by his wife, much like an insect would feel being trapped in a spider's web which is why he fears it and tries to run away or create a new life. This all started 6 months ago once he found out his wife was pregnant because a child would make this commitment as permanent as it gets and he needed to get a steady job that he didn't enjoy so he could support his family and he hated himself for giving up on his acting career and resented his wife for forcing him to give up his dream which is why he would rather have a girlfriend on the side than face his wife. His wife visits him at work and he begins to realize that his wife is 6 months pregnant and scared of what he's become; as Actor Jake, he can lie to her, but when she sees him as History Teacher Jake, he knows she's figured out his secret life and that's when he decides to end it once and for all. This is where Actor Jake get's the idea to accuse Teacher Jake of sleeping with his wife; he's creating a war in his mind to get rid of his cheating ways but says he wants to get even by having a date with his girlfriend and disappearing from his life. This is Jake's way of having a final fling and saying goodbye to that life. I agree that this all happens in his mind, but I'm not refusing the idea/possibility that he did actually have one last fling with his mistress and put his wedding ring on or nearby for her to find so they can fight and end it (if it was only in his mind, the breakup never happened in real life). I find it interesting that Jake turned off the radio before the newscaster announced if anyone in the accident had died. He killed off his unfaithful persona and mistress in his mind but that part of him will never be dead and gone which is proven by the very next part where he finds the key, an offer of temptation, and he takes it almost immediately with little or no hesitation. The sigh he gives when seeing his wife a spider, is as you said, disappointed acceptance, of the pattern he is about to repeat, however, it's also just the same metaphor that he understands he will be trapped in his marriage (web) regardless of his temptations which is why he accepts the key so soon after fully giving in to his wife and commitment to her, he can either stay with her and be miserable, or stay with her and have some voyeuristic adventures on the side to feed the part of him that needs to feel some sort of control or freedom in life. His look at the end and the sigh is his disappointment and disgust in himself for being unfaithful and making his wife fear him (even tho she is the predator in the scenario seeing as tho she's the spider and he is the captured insect), as well as acceptance of committing to his wife and coming to terms that they will never be happy together because of his spotty past. He accepts that his unfaithful past has made his wife distrust him and she will never trust him therefore he might as well give in to his temptations and patterns because he will never earn her trust and they will never be happy, so he agrees to stay with her and takes the key anyways because he's given up hope in his marriage.In response to
But the woman on the photo is not his wife. She is a woman that is not even in the movie... where does she fit in?You're on to something, Paul, with the idea that the woman in the photo is Anthony's wife AND may also be the woman in the sex club. It's hard to tell for sure, but here's my speculation: Anthony still loves his wife and is sexually attracted to her. But he longs for their earlier life, when they were younger, perhaps just dating, and weren't expecting a child. Psychologically, Anthony wants that earlier, sexier wife to squash the current, pregnant wife (symbolized by the plump spider). Anthony doesn't seem to be enjoying the sex show, and looks downright conflicted and morose. Why? He's wrestling with an internal, psychological battle, which Chris spoke to in his review.
maybe it's the woman in the sex club??
When a woman seeks a diagnosis for pain, her search raises provocative questions about how we store and record psychic and physical trauma.In the future we will have technology like a PET scan to see the things that cause us deep sorrow. That technology will be dispassionate, that technology will possess no empathy. So, in the future, we must engage souls for kindliness, understanding, and nurture.
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Verbatim theatre is a type of theatre-making where the text is generated from interviews with 'real life' people. In this second film, Robin Belfield gives advice on how to create your own piece of verbatim theatre.Over the next few weeks, I capture episodes of the National Theatre: Playwriting series. These are instrumental lessons, as I work at my play "The Room." The above are my notes.
Sean O'Casey (1880-1963) was born into a lower middle class family in Dublin and went on to establish a successful career as a playwright at the Abbey Theatre during the 1920s. The most celebrated plays of this era are "The Shadow of a Gunman" (1923), "Juno and the Paycock" (1924), and "The Plough and the Stars" (1926).Over the next few weeks, I capture episodes of the National Theatre: Playwriting series. These are instrumental lessons, as I work at my play "The Room." The above are my notes.